Dec 18, 2017
i wish I was allowed to exist as a mentally ill person without hating myself for it
because that's what's expected isn't it
that you're either constantly working towards recovery whatever the HELL that means, towards Not Being like this anymore, that you're not okay with existing in this state, or you've given up and you're Anti Recovery and that makes you /evil/ and everything that's wrong with Tumblr or whatever the FUCK
i just want to live
i don't have anything but my trauma, anything but being an angry bitter fuckup, and can I just fucking be allowed to take strength from that, can i just be proud of that because it's all I have, without y'all going on about whatever the fuck the argument is today
