#iamallthatsleft

[theodorefreakinfinley]

You don't seem to understand what I'm trying to get at, Theodore. --She doesn't give a fuck about you. Carli has never loved anyone and never will, she's a cold, heartless, bitch. I'm sorry but it's true and there's nothing you can ever do to change that. Just because she's 'loving' now doesn't mean she'll never turn on you, her heart is black. There are evil things inside of her, waiting to get through. I just wish you'd see that and leave her while you can, she's not worth it Theo.

She is worth it to me. You can even say that she’s actually gay, greyface, and I won’t care. I love her, and as far as I know, she loves me. If she doesn’t, she’s free to leave me. Just know that Carli would take my heart along with her if she ever do that, and I will be nothing but a trance. Or worse. 

And she’s worth it. She’s worth every single second of my time, of my life. So don’t talk cheap wine about her. Unless she tells me herself that she doesn’t love me, you have no right to tell me that she’s not worth it. 

Back off. This is my last warning.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

There are things you don't know about her, Theodore. She is a murderer and if triggered she will kill you. A hundred years in Hell will do that to a person, she's no better than the monsters she used to hunt. Carli can and will kill again and her next victim may very well be you, get out of this while you can.

…so? I might be one too. Yet I still fall for her and what her as my only one. If she wants me to be her next victim, I couldn’t care less. Kill me. Only she can do it, because if she leaves me… That’s exactly what she’ll do. Only figuratively, which could be turned to physically, for I will kill myself if she ever be gone.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Why do you love Carli so much? She's a pathetic excuse for a human who deserves to be back in Hell, I suggest dumping her soon. There's a group of demons coming after her and if you try to interfere you will be killed, consider this a warning. -A

… And who are you to talk such things about her? Let me peel the mask so I can punch you in the face. If there’s demon after her, I will do my best to get rid of them and send them back to Tartarus. Where they belong.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

"No," The ex-hunter frowned, letting go of him and taking a step away. "tell me." Carli hadn't realized that he was still angry about the whole ordeal with Hermes.

“I’m… not really in the mood.” Theo stated lightly, shrugging afterwards. If she wanted to know, she should pry it from him. The son of Dionysus would not let this go so easily.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

She raised a brow and smiled back, resting her arms around his torso, pulling Theo even closer. "Infuriating?" Carli tilted her head, giving him a questioning expression.

Oh, did she forgot about Los Angelus already? “Nothing.” Theo replied innocently, humming while gazing at the ceiling.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

"I love you"

Theo turned around and bit his lips, smiling bashfully afterwards. “And I love you too, no matter how infuriating you are.” He chuckled, leaning over to kiss her softly on the lips.

[theodorefreakinfinley]

Graveyard // iwantfeels

Graveyard: My character will visit your characters grave

It’s been what, two weeks? Three? Maybe a month? The son of Dionysus lost count. He hadn’t been eating well, hence why he loose some weight. Theo hadn’t been shaving too, and his clothes were frumpy and very dirty. He just lost the will to live properly, and all because of the death of someone dear to him: his own girlfriend. Irony in its best form, is what anyone would say.

Gods, why did the Fate bestowed this particular future on him? Wasn’t it horrible enough that Theo couldn’t remember his past? The boy thought about this as his hands trembled on the grave, putting the flowers that he just bought carefully. “Carli.” His voice was as crisp as a sandpaper, hoarse because he hasn’t talk much over the last few days. He lost the reason to do so, after all. “I miss you.”

He started his story afterwards; how his life was empty after she went away. That her death was somewhat his fault, for exposing her to his life and endangered her life, and eventually she died because of his past. He wailed, screamed her name, hoping that the hunter would somewhat hugged him from behind and told him that everything was going to be okay… That all of this was just a bad dream…

…

But it didn’t happen. 

So instead, Theo sobbed until his eyes gave up. He stroke the tombstone again and again, caressing her name, whispering it with empty hope, gasping for air afterwards. The grave keeper stood beside him once again, telling him that it’s time to go. And after the third scolding, Theo snapped. “Fine!” He stood up and stomped away. But when he was far enough, he looked back with weary eyes.

She will never come back.

That thought had strike very deeply on his mind, and because of that he decided to do this. Pulling out a plastic bag, he opened it and revealed a tube of sleeping pills that enough to put down an elephant.

I’ll be right with you, Carli. We will be together once more. Soon enough… 

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