Jul 5, 2024
Hurt
That's the Big word I felt when you didn't even talk to me. You kept playing music of all sorts which was noisy. . But this actually calm me down. I couldn't breathe properly that time.
When the call ended, I asked if you were okay. You just laughed. Told me we could talk tomorrow cause it's morning and you have someone else you're chatting with.
I wasn't jealous of that.
I was hurt because you did not bother talking over the phone where you were the one who called me. Now, I am angry at how I feel. I cried.
I gave you power to hurt me and it hurts.
Why? I don't understand this feeling for you. This is a crazy attachment! I want to put an end to it before I fall for it.
