#iamdreadness

[loutrem]

I got some memories back. I was dating, the Tarnished Man and that Rusalka girl you mentioned. I remember all my friends. I remember what I did to poor Frank. I...I'm a monster ~IAmDreadness

well youre a bit late for this realization my friend. what are you gonna do about it then? 

[loutrem]

I found a place, called a "mo-tel" or something like that. I feel safer with my door locked, the world is taunting me with how wrong it all is. It's like I'm in bizarro world, nothing I can pinpoint, just this feeling. I miss my friends, I wanna know if they're ok ~Dreadness

yeah its maybe better if you stay inthis motel atm. do you have any money?

hmmm do you have that feeling that the world around you is fake? also have u tried to talk to someone else than me? there were quite a few people in the game, i think some are still around

[loutrem]

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so the numbers lead me into the middle of the black sea??? and i have no clue what the rest of the text is trying to say if anyone knows lmk

[loutrem]

yeah, I've looked around, not much to see. I think I'm just going to wander around see if I can find a place to sleep. I have such a headache. I'll talk to you tomorrow, if that's ok ~Dreadness

ok if you want to see ya

[loutrem]

Rusalka? I'm not sure who that is, like I said my memory is vague. All I remember are the Transcendence and Frank and even then my memory is all hazy. I'm not sure I can live as a human. Obvious reasons aside but also this world seems wrong. This isn't the same world I lived in. Everything feels off. I hate it here, i hate it, I hate it. I'm sorry I'm just honestly terrified. I don't understand anything. ~Dreadness

rusalka was uh. some other monster? stitched mouth, water themed. she disappeared too. have you tried getting out that library?

[loutrem]

They do seem to acknowledge me, but don't acknowledge me as being different. I have sight somehow and smell and I can hear things. I look in the mirror to see a human version of myself but when I touch my face I still feel my old appearance so I think it's a perception change. This feels like part of same game, if whatever was manipulating us before got bored it could've just killed us? Thanks for comforting me, I'm sorry if I'm bothering you ~Dreadness

then this is kind of scary.... do you think rusalka lived the same thing? what will you be doing now? do you think you could live as a human (terrible question i know but hey i can try)?

[loutrem]

wait, isn't that like an ARG from like 2014? In Soviet Russia ARG follows y ou!

yes XD really old ARG that i followed closely (and also kinda participated in).

it kinda died but i understand its not easy to keep anARG going.

[loutrem]

I'm not really asking for help, I just need someone to talk to is all. I haven't been doing anything for the past two years. About 2 years ago or something I simply was engulfed in darkness, then light, then pain and I woke up today. Early this morning in fact. I'm really sorry for bothering you but like, I was having a bit of an anxiety attack and needed someone to talk to. I don't seem to have powers, altho I still look like that drawing. Other people don't see me like that it seems ~Dreadness

alright then. its good to have news from you. i guess its the end of the game tho? or maybe as you said, its part of the game. doesnt explain why most people who were involed disappeared? maybe what started the game thought it wasnt worth it anymore, or it was corrupted. i dont know, idk how yall’s demon stuff works :0 maybe youre in some weird alternet reality or in a made-up world? you say they dont see your form, but do they see you at all? do the acknowledge you?