#Learnedalongtheway Sometimes you have to put "you" behind "you" in order to win. I have spent the past 30 years of my life literally caring for, lifting up, encouraging, and carrying people to their next level. At times just to their next breath. People might say, "That's just part of being a mom or being a minister. " I beg to differ on that. I've been pouring life on some next level that I've given up trying to comprehend long ago. To the point that it's reflex. On automatic. For the last 2 1/2 years I've been in some major battles of my own. Lost my home, was separated from my daughters no longer able to be in the same house. Health doing its own thing and about to move yet again. Thankful to God that I haven't missed a beat walking out my calling. It's not about what's before me. It's what's in me. I've been looking at what the plan is for this 2020 and this is what I'm finding out. "ME ", you know, 'myself' , has zero problems fighting for others at all. I love love love holding people up and helping them do what they do. No regrets. I love and appreciate how God uses my availability to Him. The problem is, I tend to stand in my own way when it comes to my needs, support, and care. I've totally said before, "I'll get back to me. Let me do this for them first. " I'm not back to me yet. 30 years and not back. I'm getting back. I'm putting "me" behind 'me' so I can win. #Learnedalongtheway #IAmMsCEBeingMe #Madeforthis https://www.instagram.com/p/B7d75Ohlyu9/?igshid=iwtp9cpg4etc