....A clever man.
Over the past few days, I have began to ponder, On why i always feel, I have free time to squander. When duty calls, and grades are due, my mind is prone to wander. If I don't learn to study soon, I'm gonna fail this quarter. As a second year university student, I really find myself wandering how I have made it this far with my self-defeating pattern of study. Every year, since the earliest assignment I can remember doing in second grade, I have had trouble applying myself. Every year, I find myself leaving them closer and closer to the due date before I get started. The bar is raised, the workload increases, and i leave less and less time for my work. I manage to complete my work with fewer and fewer minutes to spare each time, and I find myself cutting more and more corners to do so. It works, albeit in a broken manner, but somehow this teaches myself that I could have started later, and still got it done in time. I am honestly starting to think, that after 15 years of schooling, I have developed a learning disability. It's probably a little ironic that I am the worst university student I know and I am studying a Bachelor of Education. I spent all this time thinking about my own Educational Psychology to procrastinate doing my own Educational Psychology Essay due in a few hours time.
