#icanexhale

[elsayeeda]

Bitter

I never really knew bittersweet happiness until this. We have to be happy and grateful. We seem to have no right to be angry. Or to cry. To mourn the devastation that has turned our lives around. The tears and sobbing won’t stop. The heartache won’t stop. The anger won’t stop. It makes me feel selfish to hurt so much. But that doesn’t make it not hurt.