Feb 11, 2019
2-11-19/12:49am
Took a sleeping pill, not tired, might take another just cause I'm awake and they're within arms reach as well as my water..
Kinda wanna sleep, kinda wanna walk
I'm restless
I need a cigarette, I'm over life
*sleep paralysis but no monsters just me continuously sobbing in the corner..*
Things are drastically changing, this year is gonna be weird, I can feel it, not sure how but my bones shiver, I'm done with this lifestyle *let me the fuck out* lemme settle with you, have a home, our daughter, just us...
I hurt
Where are you??
My whole self aches because you're not here, deadass been crying since you left earlier, FML...
Just come back to me ☔🌩️
