Little things that mattered.
I know you need time to yourself and distance yourself away from me. I've seen feelings inside of you already. I've been thinking about you and what I can say is that, you just want to forget and let go of me. I've given up time and effort to many people and gave many chances for them to prove me wrong. But I guess I was let down again. It hurts a lot.
You want to hide your feelings and you want to be somewhere comfortable. You want to feel free. I’m sure you’re tired of being judged and misunderstood. Even your actions were being judged. I see that others expect a lot out of you.
You have affected me in a way that I won’t forget someone like you. Positively the way we connected and understood each other. Negatively on the way you left me alone by myself. I am going through one of the hardest times in my life and all I wished that you would have been a friend and gave me your support and encouragement when I just needed a friend to care.
You know in your heart that I genuinely gave you my all and helped you in every way I could when you needed help. I do not want to leave what we had on a bad note. For I truly enjoyed being around you. Despite what has happened, I do hope and pray that another day or another time we would meet again and have the great conversations we have.
I really really miss you... E.K