@icedlegend from [X]
Truth be told, she may had already started on the day drinking, glad that Leo had reset Gideon to the default settings, as far as how alcohol fabrication. Mick may have been the one bingeing on booze most often but that didn’t make Sara any less of a mess. In fact, Mick’s coping methods were the ones the captain could relate to best - violence and alcohol. And with everything that had happened, the losses their crew had suffered, and the fact that there was a man walking around that was technically Leonard Snart but not the Leonard she had come to care for?
Yeah. Sara needed to drink.
Perhaps that was what she could blame the compliment on. Or just the simple fact (she tried to deny) that Sara missed HER Leonard, and the flirtatious banter that had become so casual between them. If Leo was thrown by the sporadic compliment, he didn’t show it or he hide it well enough. Leo wasn’t Leonard, not really; but they were identical and the soft smile gracing Citizen Cold’s lips left a hollow ache in Sara’s chest. A quiet, softer part of her longed to have him smirk and assure Sara that the whole Leo guise was merely a ruse. That this was her Leonard Snart, thrown briefly to a different earth by the destruction of the Occulus. That he was here to stay. That he remembered her.
But no such scenario happened. Not even in her dreams, which were more often than not plagued with the ghosts of those she had lost, blaming Sara for being unable to save them.
The smile she offered in return was small, not really touching her eyes, even as Leo complimented her in return. “So I’ve been told,” she drawled, sparing the man only a brief look before making a beeline to the liquor. She was too sober for this. However, Leo’s offer caused her to pause, stormy blue irises taking in first the mugs of hot chocolate and the parka-wearing man beside them.
Everything in her was telling Sara to decline as politely as possible, grab her beat, and retreat to her room to drink or to throw knives or to shuffle mindlessly through Leonard’s old pack of cards, the one he had left in her room the night he died. Instead, as though acting outside of herself, the captain uttered a quiet, “Um...yeah, sure. Thanks.”














