Things are okay I guess. Better anyway. I’ve been to the woods multiple times looking for answers. Whenever I go I can hear twigs snapping and all that but he never exposes himself. I think he knows I want to see him and he’s using it to torment me. The truth is I’m just fed up of this light bullshit. Why can’t he come face to face with me. Why does he have to be gone when I look at him. Can’t he just stay so I can seek answers. The answer is no. He doesn’t want me to have answers he wants me to be clueless so he only shows glimpses. They’re getting clearer though. I’ve seen that cat after coming back from the woods, twice actually, it went behind a car and didn’t come out. I looked under the car but nothing was there. I don’t know if this was just me missing it run off or if it has some significance. I’ve turned my room into an office. I’m just so in need for answers. I spend a lot of time ordering takeaways and getting on with research. I’m starting college soon. I hope my fixation doesn’t mess it up
People around me are getting the sickness: coughing fits mainly. I hope they just have coughs. My obsession only grows stronger. Even my craft work has been dominated by the Dark King