Yk what. Nobody cares anyway so screw it. I’m venting.
I think a part of me hates myself and hates to admit the truth to myself. I was raised so improperly that I’m internally homophobic only to myself. And I hate it. I just want to be able to love someone who loves me… I’m so tired of fitting into this stupid box. I want to like boys. I want to dress up. I hate being a guy so much.













