#idontknowreally

[highrollerbaby]

gotta let it happen

[chreese-kenmashoyoloves]

While everyone is enjoying the Holy Week, I preferred to stay alone. For 30 minutes last night, I was like “Ok. I think I did a wrong decision again this time” after seeing the pictures of my family and friends while they were enjoying the sun and the summer heat.

This is the second time I am left alone. The last time when I was forced to enjoy the Christmas 2013 alone. Well this time, I cannot say that I am left alone because it was my decision not to come to our retreat. And my best friend invited me to come to Pampanga but maybe it was a blessing in disguise that her father did not allow me to come. If in case I was allowed to, maybe for some reason I would decline her too.

Too stubborn, I guess.

I don’t know. These past days, I am feeling so depressed for a lot of reasons I am creating. Maybe because I think too much.

I actually don’t know why I am writing cause right now, I feel like a mess. 

This post has no beginning and no end.

This post has no reasons too.

I am just hoping that one day, I will be able to write inspiring story again.

I’m done.

[d2nielle]

so this guy came up to me and asked if i like rock music, and i said "yeah, how did you know that?" and he said "oh because of your appearance and you have a lip piercing" and i just looked him like okay then.

[hxvefaithinme3]

The worst possible thing happened. And now i don't know how to even feel. It's like I'm numb all the way around.. For the women who ever went through something like this, I'm so damn sorry. No one should ever feel this shitty.

[soft-bunnyx]

I thought that everything was getting better I felt like it was it was amazing I loved it but I guess it was just the eye of the storm, no one knows how close I was to dying yesterday! I feel like complete and utter shit. I don't want to be here anymore

[shakyghosts]

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[jumpingonclouds-blog]

I'm glad to have the honour of the first ask :b Not yet, sometimes it's snowing but it never lasts /sighs/ and how about where you live? no snow?

^-^ Daamn. It NEVER ever ever ever snows here. Its just really hot and humid all year round. It rains at the very most. I’ve been to Australia during winter but didn’t get to see snow :/ 

[galaxypox]

((I kinda feel like I need to be stabbed in the heart a few hundred times, be slowly and painfully ripped up by wolves, and then have crows and pigeons eat my remains.))