Carson,
I'd still cry for you - no one can understand how you have a special place here in my heart. You represent my soul when it comes to love; loving somebody without asking for reciprocation is brave-and that's what you do, and offer. You don't need to be loved back, as long as the person you love is happy - even if that happiness in romance doesn't count as the love that you gave.
You taught me how to love someone dearly without asking it back, You taught me how to be selfless just to be around a person that doesn't know how to look back or even to look at what it feels like to be loved by you.
Hopefully, someday, we will get the love we deserve so that our love can be reciprocated and appreciated.
You are brave, Carson. I hope someone can be as brave as you to you.