#ifyoujustsmile

[dangerstxrlet]

+ @ifyoujustsmile​ asked:  “ I’ve been a loser all my life, not about to change. “

+ “ If there’s ONE thing life’s taught me, it’s that CHANGE is possible. “ 

[griim]

@ifyoujustsmile​ asked; 12: What scent calms them? Reminds them of home or something soothing?

Not many things can calm Gemma. Believe me, she’s tried damn near everything. But, something that would take the edge off, would be the smell of gunpowder. This smell brings back many memories, even though one of them is a terrible memory that she tries desperately to forget. However, one of the good memories it brings back is the late nights in the shooting range with Jordan. Him and his annoying jokes and pressing her because he knew she could do better.

[fcrrokinetic]

F: Fictional Character

Munday Alphabet Meme

You're really going to make me just pick one?????

I'm going to go with Boromir from The Lord of the Rings. He is a good person who was unfortunately out of his depth and him not being a villain is a hill I am 100% willing to die on.

[desxtruction]

🍓 <3

@mutuals send me a 🍓 and ill compliment u!

I love love LOVE Sebastian and our ship with Seb/Ari so far. He’s very well developed and interesting. Fits well in DC!Verse. Perfect FC. I can’t wait to write more with him. Your other blogs are amazing too and you’re so sweet ooc. <3

[desxtruction]

“  you’re the only thing that makes sense right now.  everything else is just—  the world is so loud.  and the only time it feels quiet is when you’re here.  ”

some angst idk y’all i like crying ariana / sebastian

The feeling wasn’t only mutual, it went deeper than that for her. Sebastian took her mind off of the violent, unpredictable aspects of her life that had been forced on her by Carmine. She wasn’t directly involved, of course, but felt unsafe and out of control being in his presence. His world was a terrifying place, and her world with Sebastian was the opposite. It was warm and inviting. Quiet, peaceful, gentle, right. Ariana lifted her face from the crook of the man’s arm, and smiled up at him softly. “I know what you mean.” She pressed her forehead to his, stroking his face. “My life is so fucked up, y’know? It’s hard for me to feel happy anywhere. People look at me like I’m — I dunno, trash — because of my Uncle. You make it feel different. Better.” 

@ifyoujustsmile​

[desxtruction]

starter for @ifyoujustsmile​​ Ariana / Sebastian

Ariana awoke with a pounding migraine and the feeling of two legs underneath her head. Not again. Not again. The pattern had been the same for over a year. Goes to a club, meets a man, gets extremely drunk, makes an ass of herself, goes home with man, has sex with man, and wakes up regretful. She promised herself that last time was the very last time. Green orbs began focusing on the man sitting above her. He had a sweet face and didn’t look threatening, so that was something at least. Ariana slowly sat up, already feeling like vomiting, and held her head in her hands. The pounding was unbearable. Quietly hissing at the pain, “Where are we?” She asked, long chestnut hair falling around her shoulders. 

[labyriinths]

@ifyoujustsmile​  For Gwen - Came to the wrong Halloween party - only let's make it they're both at the same Halloween party maybe not having the best of time but meet each other

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Gwen wasn’t the best at socializing events. But, she always made the effort or she’d drive herself crazy being alone all the time. With her hands tucked into arm length gloves, she attended a Halloween party at a local college. She was a bit of a nomad and this town wasn’t so different. She’d been contacted to help with a heist that was going down next week, so she was casing the neighborhood anyway. She might as well have a little fun while she was here, right? But, the interactions she was receiving was incredibly dull. 

Rolling her eyes at some creep who couldn’t stop roaming around her, she decided to slip away outside to get some fresh air. Having seen him following her, she did a little spark on the knob so when he tried to get out he’d be shocked. That outta teach him. She noticed someone staring out at docks and she decided to join in. “Much more fun out here huh?”

[desxtruction]

starter for @ifyoujustsmile​

The ability to approach strangers and strike up a conversation wasn’t exactly in Ariana’s wheel house, but the boy was less than ten feet away sitting alone at the bar. Sitting at the table by herself would make her look more awkward — more like a loser — wouldn’t it? And at her own Uncle’s nightclub no less. Weighing her options, the brunette’s eyes moved from the dark haired boy to the two girl’s she’d come with. They were dancing with a group of college guys. Having the time of their lives. Not a care in the world. No anxiety. If only. 

Ariana gave in, sick of second guessing herself, and walked over to the bar area. Getting the bartender’s attention, “Can I have a Sprite with a splash of flavored Vodka, please?” She sat on a bar stool to wait for the order, chewing on her bottom lip. Think of something to say and just say it. 

“I’ve never seen you here before.”