#ifyoureoutthere

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sometimes i forget you used to love me. like really, genuinely love me. you would tell me i was your favorite person and that i meant so much to you and you couldn’t do this life without me. and if i didn’t have the photos or the texts to remind me, i’d probably think i imagined it. but you did. you cared about me even though you didn’t like to admit it. and it’s only when i remember that i was someone to you that it hurts.

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m,

i hope i keep making you happy. hope i don’t screw it up like i have before. i know this part of the story, when you think i am amazing and kind and too good to be true. and i can’t ever keep up living up to that. but i am happy today because we made each other happy.

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m,

i miss you. most days i can forget i do. i can forget you even exist. but when i stumble across photos i feel a pain my chest. whatever you’re doing right now, i wish you the best. god. i didn’t even know you long but it was nice.

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j,

i doubt you’re ever on tumblr anymore, much less my page. (is it cringe i still keep up with it?) i hope you’re doing well.

when i was listening to the new fearless album fifteen made me think of us– those sad little freshmen. but you were there, and i’m grateful. we really thought we had shit figured out. now i know we didn’t. i know i still don’t.

wynonna earp ended with a final episode of a fourth season. do you still watch it? i seem to never kick old habits or move on from old loves but we knew that. i remember watching it when we stopped being friends (part 1) and loving it and coping with it.

idk. little things that reminded me of you.

with love,

k

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e,

thank you for coming in the middle of the night with snacks from the gas station just to hold me. i love you. i don’t know what i did to deserve a love like yours.

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hi! i was wondering if youre still keeping up with wholehearted-ifyoureoutthere? ive always liked sending stuff there and im on mobile so i cant tell when it was last updated

I haven’t posted there in so long :( but I hope to get back to it when my mental and physical health are better

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I do apologize for making you sound like a broken record but did you happen to have a second page where people posted submissions? For letter to someone they knew?

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But I haven’t been keeping up with it for a while now :(

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happy birthday to my best friend (?). life is complicated. i don’t really know what i want anymore but i love you and always will. i know you know that. i know by making that known people will think i’m stupid for still caring but i do.