That's one of my drawings, decorating my picture, from before the stroke. It's painful, and full of regret, to know that I'd let my right hand abilities in exchange for my life. But it wasn't me who decided. It was my ex boyfriend's fault, who let me alone during the most terrifying 5 hours of my life, thus, I blame him. It doesn't mean I'm angry with him, he could have called the emergency number and leave immediately after they'd arrive, if he was afraid they could tell he was under drugs. Yes I admit it, I was in love with a boy who depended on drugs, smoke, and, apparently, girls too. He cheated on me so many times. Yet, I'm not angry with him. I'm not even angry with the judge that inflicted the verdict "he meant no harm". Oh but he did harm someone. Me. It's like saying that "if you meet someone walking down your street, and he suddenly faints, you can go on, simply ignoring him". Seems legit. I'm not even angry at my dad for not allowing me to take my road after I graduated. I discovered my life be for yoga after months of rehab, and the sweet, but steady, way I struggled in those very first poses began to change me. Yoga saved my life. And finally, I'm angry, furious with me, and only me, for letting my life be controlled by men, and for letting them tell me what was my path. Soon I'll be angry no more with me. I'll be free. I don't care if I'll be broke or if I'd lost anything, at least I'll be free! . . . #free #angry #men #imenough #abilities #staytrue #ig_yogafamily #ig_yoga #igersitalia #unite #united #yogateacher #iwillgetthere #trust #eager #beauty #health #healthy #lifestyle #ichooseme #stroke #yoga #feelfree
