#ignoree

[babydolphine]

why does it come so naturally with some and very forced with others

[angstchim]

@tony-montana-shit tagged me to share my lock, home and last song I listed too 💗💗💗

I tag anyone who’s willing :))

[lemurlesbian]

Heeeeeeey guyyssssssbim drunk on rum and luin on th flooorb hmu

[bottle-of-ketchup]

I just want to get home and plan what I need to do come on

[planetcherryyy]

I have a new obsession….can this love be translated. It’s a k-drama. I am on episode 3 I think? Anyway, the female lead is so relatable, she is so pretty and so funny at times. The scenes in the kdrama are so well done, and the locations are very pretty 🥺🥺. I love the ml as well. I won’t say why, reason I won’t spoiler if someone decides to watch it. They fit each other so well. I love to see them together😭🥹. It has been a while since I loved both actors and their roles on a screen. Like no one has topped the crash landing on you couple so far!! edit: if someone wants a kdrama, where you can let out all your emotions out. Crash landing on you is the one. I went without expecting much. I cried lots back in winter 2020 to every episode. No joke. It has tho cute and comedy? scenes as well.

[mnare]

vent. ignore

something really is wrong with me. i always thought things would change. that i would change. but i’m always getting told the same things.

and idk how to change any of it cause it’s just me. it’s not something that i know how to change. i’ve changed a lot, in such good ways. but the things that get pointed out, i don’t think are changeable. i wouldn’t be myself anymore if they did.

i’m boring, i’m too serious, i don’t show enough emotion, i don’t go out, i don’t have a lot of friends, i take things too seriously, i don’t personalize things. or it’s that im too loud, im showing too much emotion, im not focusing on the ‘important’ things, im distracted by others.

i can act well, but it’s just me putting up a mask. correcting my tone or completely changing how i talk just so that everyone else is happy. cause i just wanna be enough. i just want to be a part of the puzzle.

i’ve never fit in in a way that’s acceptable. i’m always left out and i’m always an other. no matter who i talk to, and i talk to so many people. but i’m always held at a distance.

idk what’s wrong with me. even the joke of “maybe you’re just autistic lol” doesn’t even cut it anymore. i don’t feel like anything could be a good enough reason for why I am this way.

i hate myself. i wish i was someone else

[ofovertime]

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[aviscranio]

photoshop crashed on me in the middle of saving. man this software is on thin ice