I asked the one about the boners awhile ago and ty for answering XD and also I have another question can you write something about Sam with the Mc, Mika?, having a panic attack? I’ve just wondered how he would handle it.
Lol, I’ll admit that was a bit of a weird question but I enjoyed answering it :D And here ya go!
She has been getting ready for this for years now, the entrance exam for the university of her choice. She studied relentless for hours and hours for the past 2 years, almost everyday. She was confident about her knowledge, that she would be able to answer any question no matter how difficult. But now that there was only 3 days left until the exam, her nerves were kind of wrecked. It came out of nowhere.
If he had to be honest, Sam didn’t really understand why she was working so hard and for what, but of course he didn’t tell her that. He simply understood that this was important for her and that she needed his support. He was fine with that. He wouldn’t have been able to offer any other kind of help anyway, he understood nothing about what she was doing. He was just around to listen for when she wanted rant about something, to tell her she could do it, to bring her snacks for when she forgot to eat, that kind of thing. And thankfully she wasn’t having any problems. She always said that she felt good about her progress and she was sure she’d get it. Until one day she just snapped.
Sam was watching TV in the living room when he heard the voices. There were rattling, glass shattering, trashing… He got up and ran upstairs super fast to see what was happening and there she was, Mika, curled up in a ball on her bed, pieces of the things she broke and the books she ripped scattered all over the room. Her eyes were wide open, and she was shaking and panting. He quickly went over to her side, punishing down the panic that was threatening to take over him.
“Hey, what’s wrong?! What happened?!”
She just shakes her head furiously, but remained otherwise unchanged.
“Hey, come on, doofus, breathe. Just take a deep breath.”
That seemed to help a little as she stared taking deep breaths, her trembling also decreased. He remembered helping Damien through something similar. He just needed to keep talking.
“That’s right, deep breaths. I don’t know what happened but I’m here, okay? I’ll stay with you and it’ll be okay.”
Her eyes were still wide open but they seemed more focused now. As he continued to speak they slowly started to focus on him.
“… so, uh, then I told him I was having none of his bullshit and that, uh, if he didn’t start talking in 5 seconds, I would whoop his ass-” Suddenly she got up from her curled up position and threw herself towards him, wrapping her arms around his neck. He was startled for a moment but that was quickly replaced by relief. He pulled her close, too, putting his arms around her waist. She was still shaking slightly, and he could hear her quietly sobbing but he knew she felt a bit better now. He just held her until she stopped crying.
Finally she calmed down enough to pull back and look at his face. Her eyes were red and puffy from all the crying and… grateful. She gently placed her hand on his cheek.
“Thank you, Sam.” He just nodded, he was still worried about her.
“Is this about that exam you gonna take?”
She gulped and nodded. Her eyes filled with tears once again but she didn’t shed them. He wanted to tell her how ridiculous all of this was but he knew better than to belittle her fears now. So instead he just planted kiss on her forehead.
“It’s okay, doofus. I ain’t gonna lie by saying I understand everything that’s happening with all that but I get that you’re worried you’ll fuck up. But you should also know that I really believe you can do it. You gonna go in there and you gonna kick ass!” He told her.
She chuckled. “Yeah. I will.” She pulled him into a kiss. A short but a sweet one.
“You should probably get some rest now. I’m gonna be right here if you need me.” Sam told her and the smile he got as an answer was worth everything.
“Thank you, Sam. Thank you so much.” She said, quietly, before she was fast asleep.
