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[marinaaaat]

Reflection Time!

So in about 9 hours, I'll be semi-permanently away from the one place I've spent more than four years in. Though I hated Bridgeport, I realized that the people in it sucked way less than the actual location. At least the ones I've surrounded myself with. Those who are (and even those who are not but once were) still part of my life made up an experience that I can't say I would change. Yes, I might be getting borderline sappy right about now. My best friends throughout high school were the best I could ask for and though I foresee the possibility of losing touch with some of them (not all) I hope they know that I don't care what happens. In a tough moment or even during the occasional sparks of boredom my dorm room is always open, my phone is always on, and my mailbox is always ready for any gifts you wanna send my way. ;P

I really doubted I would be sad in any way but thinking about not having morning oatmeal with my brother or taking a fifteen minute walk to Mariana's house when I'm dying in the confinement if my own house or not arguing with my mom about leaving the food out of the fridge is taking it's toll. Even though I try to live without regret and believe everything happens for a reason, there are more than a few things I occasionally wish I could take back. From not going for things I should've to going for things I shouldn't have to not concentrating more on school to not attempting to like the people I'd hated; I look back on what I always regretted, forget about it, and turn to a new school where I have a new clean slate. 

Look at me sounding like a college student already. Amherst Class of 2017