#ihateyousometimes

[justadepressed18yrold-blog]

I don’t like my friend ATM

I currently don’t like a close friend at the moment. I believe I have good reason not to, but you may not. The worst part is its been going on for months, on-and-off. But the feelings just won’t leave.

[bootywranglerrr]

This man is the most amazing person in my life ❤💋 He is my provider, my protector, my lover, my soul mate, my best friend and my husband 😍 He makes m gloomy days bright and often times smile when I want to push him down our stairs 😂😘 Happy Anniversary babe! I love you 🖤❤️🖤❤️ #anniversary #husband #ilovehim #youngandmarried #ihateyousometimes #butstillloveyou

[blessfullbliss-blog]

Well. Fuck.

Falling in love is a great thing. Or well I used to think it was. I love showing people how much I care about them, I care just so fucking much. For what? For you to say you love me and then for you to be mean to me? For you to not talk to me about your feelings?

[abrokenwriter]

I was there for you, I accepted you for who you were, I loved you when you felt no one else did, and I have forgiven you every damn time, acting as if you never did a single thing wrong. All I asked for was honesty, communication, and to be treated the way I treated you. And what did I get? A shit friend, someone who obviously doesn’t care about me, and someone I don’t trust. But I probably won’t do anything about it, because I still care too damn much. 

[procrastinate-with-me-xo]

The ones closest to you are the ones that bring you down..

10.34pm thoughts 31/3/15

[janedoeconfesses]

'Friends'

Is it really that unimaginable that you could actually love someone like me? I've been by your side for years. I have stood by and watched you be used by and use so many people. Fuck. It makes me angry to think about you telling everyone who will listen how cut up you are about your perfect, mental girlfriend of two years leaving because neither of you were happy and then finding out about you cheating for the last few weeks with a few different people. You either love someone or you don't. You act torn up and lost without 'that special person' but you still sleeps with every other person you can get your hands on. You has even resorted back to your old self; flirting with guys, running your hands all over them, being flirty and gross to get what you want. Why does she have to be this person?  I miss the old her. But you know what, standing around waiting for someone to become their old self. She isn't coming back; I need to realise. 

[blankspases]

It really sucks when neither of your parents want you. Sorry I'm such an inconvenience for you .

[somewhathappening]

This. Is. Ridiculous.

I don't understand why I'm so bothered, but I am. I'm just feeling all sorts of mixed emotions. It's like I have an urge to cry, but I don't have a valid reason to feel this way. What's wrong with me? Why all these feels? Feels. SUCK. 

-___- your phone is over heating, that's why you want to get off the phone. WHAT A LOAD OF BS. You can text all your friends, but we can't even have a decent conversation. you motherfather.

You know I'm clearly not okay, WHY DON'T YOU DO SOMETHING ABOUT IT? You're a smart kid, but gawd you can be so obliviously idiotic.