Listen.
@idontknowsomethingderpy
You want me to get better but yet you do this. I am fighting with every last breath I have and yet you act like this. You insist on not seeing me and then act like I am the only person who really wants this relationship. Then you tell me how much you miss me and want to be with me but yet you say that we won't be together for another semester. You don't wanna see me drown? Your the one allowing it all because other people want you to. They put fucking ideas into your head and don't tell me they don't. Who the fuck else has ever told you that one day you won't be enough for me? JUST BECAUSE I HAVE FUCKING DEPRESSION. You will never not be enough for me. But it's your parents who matter the most so do me a favor. Don't ever tell me you miss me again unless you plan on doing something about it. Dont insist on us staying together if you don't know Why we are fighting for it. And don't tell me you understand me if you think I can be fucking cured!!!! All I have ever needed from you is your support which you tell me you will give me and then completely turn around. If you are the only one doing fine with being separated then maybe we shouldn't be together. Because apparently you are doing just fine with us not being together so either show me how much I mean to you and keep your word to me or go find someone who doesn't give a fuck about you. All I have ever done is support you and this is what you do to me. You drag me through the dirt and expect me to not be depressed when my antidepressant decided he couldn't handle me anymore and would rather listen to his parents. He would rather allow people to put thoughts into his own mind than listen to his own beating fucking heart.
