I have this thing with this guy. We don't really speak so I'm not sure why I keep clicking on his name. I keep looking for him. Maybe I just want something that stayed the same. I have this thing where I sit on a bench when I really have to get going just because he's sitting right there, so close. I have this thing where I keep thinking he'll say I look nice, like that was the problem. I do this thing when I see him where I stand tall because once he told me I walked like I was trying to turn someone on. So now I keep trying to turn him on. I keep trying to win.
I have this history, with this guy, where I feel like I kept losing. Now that we don't talk I have this thing where I have to win because all I ever was to him was a game. -i have this thing where I get played
