#iheartdarwin

[latindanceshoesaustralia]

Now this is god dang exciting!! 😂😆Next month we're heading back to beautiful Darwin for another weekend of kizomba, semba, salsa & teasing Clement's accent! 😆💃🏾🐊🌊☀️⛱🌴Can't wait to see you Darwin and OMG 😲 the Grease Party!! 💖🕺🏿🕺🏿🕺🏿🕺🏿🕺🏿 . #soexcitedicouldpeemypants #iheartdarwin #watchoutforcrocs 🐊🐊🐊🐊🐊🐊🐊🐊 (at Darwin, Northern Territory)

[cinematic-nihilist]

6 Months...

Today, we celebrated 6 months. Six happy months. Six months filled with nothing but love. The six greatest months of my life. We went wedding dress shopping, even did a little suit shopping. But most of all, we just enjoyed being ourselves. Being young and in love. Being each other. There isn't anybody like her in the world. She is truly one of a kind. If you can picture yourself dating other people, you don't know true love. If you can envision what the world is like without them, you don't know true love. If you think there's someone who could be better for you one day, you don't know true love. If you can't put up with their worst and still love them, you don't know true love... That's all there is to it! I mean, I love her. She's become all I want... She's become all I need... Six months strong. I'm aiming for at least another 6 millennia...

[cinematic-nihilist]

I proposed tonight... And she said yes... And i felt so close to her... I made the right choice... I've found my forever...

[cinematic-nihilist]

Swollen with Love

I needed that... Every word she speaks makes me love her even more. She may not be here with me today, but that call... That was the best present anyone could give me... Now I'm having a great birthday... Im crying tears of joy. I hope no one notices. She's been gone too long. I love her.... So very much...

[cinematic-nihilist]

17...

She called me a few minutes ago to tell me happy birthday, but she was around a ton of people. I wish she'd been somewhere private so we could be all cutesy and affectionate about it. So I could tell her how much I can't wait for her to come home. I love hearing her voice though. It was very soothing to me. I genuinely smiled at the sound of it... But I could barely hear her, she could barely hear me. I love her... More than any man ever could. More than any man could dream of loving any woman. I want to make her the happiest girl there ever was, although she'd tell me I've already done that. This birthday is bittersweet, because she's not here with me to celebrate it. No birthday kisses. No "Happy Birthday, Love. What do you want to do to celebrate?" She's the only thing missing, but she's everything. Everything is missing... Two days left... I love you, sweetheart... Learn a lot in London, and hurry home to me... I can't function without the future mother of my children, and my current fiancé! I can barely do the daily necessities of life. But now I can't stop thinking of you... Here's to a sleepless night...

[cinematic-nihilist]

I've decided that I want to get a tattoo on my right forearm that says "Forever..." and for her to get one on her left forearm that says "And Always" and then a similar one for "To Infinity and Beyond".

[cinematic-nihilist]

Trail of Tears...

It wasn't easy. I had to refrain myself from crying until she was very distant in my rear view mirror... I listened to love songs all the way home. Both happy and sad. The thought is killing me right now that she's leaving. Tomorrow, she'll get on that plane, and begin what will be the loneliest three weeks I can remember. I'm so proud of her for what she's doing, and I know she'll enjoy herself and learn. She's so intelligent... I'll miss her. The heat of her breath, the beating of her heart, the silky texture of her skin. The reflection in her eyes, her cute smile, her adorable sneezes, her tight hugs, her slow kisses, her rants about society and Utah drivers, but most of all, I'll miss the tingling warmth I get throughout my soul when she whispers to me that she loves me... It's going to be a rough three weeks...