#iinsidehisheadx

[xriibcage]

@iinsidehisheadx ♥’d for a starter

             “Don’t s’pose you’ve got a cigarette you can spare?” He’d misplaced his pack, now they didn’t really have any sort of affect on him personally, it was the action that gave him peace. 

[ofwondersandhares]

[ofwondersandhares]

"Well shit, if I knew i would've been gone so long, I would have given you a heads up."

“I’m sorry, who are you?”

He had been kidding, of course, the serious expression on his face soon making way for a soft smile as his slender digits extended their reach. Their destination had been his belt loops, a hooked index finger pulling the other closer by the loop closest to the button. “For all the times I have taken off on you, you hardly owe me an apology or an explanation” 

[the-wonderland-jinx]

@iinsidehisheadx ; Landon; s.c;;

                    “---What?” She could have sworn he’d just asked her to hang out or something along those lines, but that couldn’t be right. Last she checked, she was still on the ‘this girl hardly ever talks and is far too intimidating to make conversation with’ list. Though, he had been making small talk with her for a while; still, it didn’t make sense. “---Why would you want to do that?” 

[ofwondersandhares]

“ I don’t feel pain like before, I’m too used to the feeling now. ”

“--- you’ve let yourself become numb to it. It is like freezing to death, I suppose. After a while, you just can’t feel the cold anymore, the realization that you are dying becomes evident in the back of your mind and you just fade away. Unable to find warmth. Unable to reach out for it. I don’t want that to happen to you, Beau.”

The words were concerning, especially when he was hearing from them from Beau’s lips. “--- what happened Beau? Why are you feeling this way, right at this moment?” What Sean was really saying, was that he wanted Beau to realize that he was his warmth, his fire, his comfort, all Beau had to do was keep on reaching.

[the-wonderland-jinx]

@iinsidehisheadx; continued from X;;

Truthfully, it wasn’t the guy’s fault, per se. Sure, he’d tried to tell her what to do, but regardless, his words shouldn’t have meant anything to her and usually, they wouldn’t. She kept her cool a good majority of the time, ignored it because really, he wasn’t worth her time, but today it seemed wasn’t that kind of day. A swift kick had been delivered right to his shin, sending him quickly to the ground. He’d just kept going at her, you know? Yeah, so maybe she could have handled it better, but she wasn’t in the mood to tolerate bullshit today. Still, despite her mood, the other’s response as he came over to her caused a light laugh to leave her. 

                              “---might have kicked him a bit too hard though.” 

[the-wonderland-jinx]

@iinsidehisheadx ; continued from X;;

See, this is why Jinx never invited anyone over to her house. You let a guy over one time and he tries to do something dumb like protect you. Though, she really couldn’t say she was any smarter at this point. It’s her fault they’re in this situation in the first place. If she would have cut ties the minute she started to feel for him, maybe, just maybe, she would have been able to protect him, but now...? She couldn't be sure. Why did he have to be so stubborn? 

A tired sigh left her as she leaned against the door she’d just allowed him through. She didn’t want him here. Well, actually that was a lie. She wanted him with her, but---The exhaustion weighing on her was overwhelming; her hands shaking at the sheer amount of caffeine coursing through her. This was ridiculous; why couldn’t he just trust her on this? Things weren’t good. Her mind wasn’t where it needed to be; she-she was tired. He could see that, couldn’t he? Of course, he could... She could lie...? Tell him she’s safe, make it convincing and he’ll go... Oh, who the hell was she kidding, she couldn’t; not to him. 

                     “---Jason,” what was she supposed to say? Nothing she could come up with sounded very reassuring. This would have been a lot easier had she not been awake for forty-eight hours and well- already bruised up. Still, she pushed off the wall, attempting a sort of half smile. “---You know Beau would be pissed if I let anything happen to you.”

[ofwondersandhares]