@iinured
❝ stiles, NO, i’m sorry, but i don’t want to feel good about this. ❞ the witch couldn’t bring himself to look at stiles, at his person, while tears were pouring down his face. both in an attempt to prevent more tears from falling and not feeling the man’s emotions, he shut his eyes. like waves cracking a building, then were still falling through the crack though. ❝ it was all my fault. ❞ three years ago on this day someone died because of the spell that brought his mother back. then not long after that his mother passed once more. ❝ who has to bury their mother twice ? has to bury someone they love because of their own selfish actions ? ❞ the answer was him and he couldn’t handle it anymore. the guilt never got better because whenever it was time to mourn, he felt the pain for everyone. their friends, their families, their loved ones. emiliano wanted so desperately not to feel, or for everyone to know that he was the one to blame, but he couldn’t do that. ❝ i don’t deserve you here with me. i’m selfish, you should just go. before i break you too, please just go. i’m sure scott needs you to save him from this month’s big bad. ❞













