I need to maim.
I need to kill.
Then I need to be controlled.
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I need to maim.
I need to kill.
Then I need to be controlled.
Today… I’m going home.
I’ve been waiting so many years to see my home again, I’m bringing along a fellow ikran to join me on todays travel.
The location seems so different, yet comforting.
The sand below my wings just feels right.
The tropical beach setting causing an odd combination of shifts as an Ikran and a black tip reef shark kin as well.
Care kit for an Ikran
Tapestry
Mug (more colours spotted in the shop)
Ikran shirt (only one colour i could see, i hope it's correct!)
Floating mountains sticker
Candle
Glow in the dark bracelet
Perfume/scent spray
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Pricey but could be an option:
Tree of souls sculpture
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I'm so glad more avatar themed kins are arriving on tumblr, it was so lonely lol.
I'm debating making some accessories such as the ones "my" Na'vi would decorate me with, such as braided and beaded necklaces, a tail band woven out of reeds. And possibly some bracelets designed as the wing coverings decorated shells and woven plants.
Okay, so I'm a dssa & essa handler, and I often get/make plushies of my kintypes, such as my lions, my handmade sable gsd, my bernese mtn dog ect...You get the idea. Anyways, I was thinking of custom making a pattern & making a Ikran plush to be an essa. It would cost me a decent amount of money for the fabrics, and take time away from my other 3 projects, but I honestly like the idea. Idk.
Would this be a good idea, or too much work?
Good or Bad Idea?
Make it!
Nah..don't make it.
I feel incredibly dysphoric.
I crave the connection to "my" Na'vi, I crave the sense of calm control it would give me. I crave the cries of the tribe as they would soar upon our backs. All the yelping and hollering felt so.. natural, so.. normal.
I wish for my ability to perch vertically upon the cliff sides, letting go of my talons grip and soaring down like a bullet. Just to open my wings and catch the wind then shoot upwards once more.
I miss it all. The wars raged upon us, the fun that the young Na'vi would have with us, the use of paint as decoration for us, the snug fitting of the saddle upon my back.
And most of all. I miss the bioluminescence of the life around us. It was so beautiful. The waves would glow under moonlight, our bioluminescent markings would light up under the blanket of stars, every one of us had a distinct patterning and coloration. The glowing of the plants as they drifted in the cool breeze.
It's sad honestly, there's so little someone can do for dysphoria. I have music on and different colors of blue lighting in a dark room. But nothing compares to how I actually live.
Oel ngati kameie.
~My name is Hayrìu.~ ~I am an Ikran. ~My preferred pronouns are It/They. ~More specifically I am a Mountain Ikran/Banshee. -I do not speak your tongue well. But I will try my best.-
~I looked something similar to this design:
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