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Me: *hums pink sweat$- honesty*

My 3 yr old: "AAaaAaapple juice,AAaaaAapple juuice"

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I highkey would love to visit the IslamInSpanish Centro Islamico. Insha'Allah

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anxiety so gut wrenching, subconsiously just waiting for the other shoe to drop. Never thought i'd feel this level of stress. On one hand i'm happy to be here, on the other.. its pure tension.

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Alhamdulillah x 10000

What a blessing today has been, so much good news.

I feel so much stress has lifted off my shoulders. InshaAllah everything goes as planned & in favor of whatever benefits me.

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Glenn Greenwald, on Ilhan Omar's "anti-semitic" tweets.

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That last reblog reminded me that Iv'e had a lot of dreams lately about me dying. In everyone of them its by getting shot. Its such a surreal feeling thinking im about to die & also kind of knowing its just a dream.. but in my last dream as I was "dying" I said "la ilaha illallah" I felt this sense of peace and then I woke up.

I can only pray I have that chance to say those words before my last breath on earth.

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I wish I could expose you to the world. So that everyone could see the kind of monster you really are. The true colors within you. The hatred you carry in your heart. How capable you are of hurting someone you claim to love and even admitting to doing it on purpose. How little regard you have for the young minds you are shaping everyday. How shameful you have become. How dangerous you have become. Finding excuses for yourself and blaming me for your actions and reactions. Sadly, Im not that kind of person. I can't do that to you and so i'll just keep writing about it instead. Everything that goes around comes around. One day we are up and the next we are at rock bottom.