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I live for those who love me, Whose hearts are kind and true, For heaven that smiles above me, And waits my spirit, too; - What I live for (George Linnaeus Banks) • • • #quote #georgelinnaeusbanks #whatilivefor #ilivefor #bluesky #heaven #eveningsky #blue #poem #shades #shadesofblues #blues #contrast #nature #beautiful #autumn #fall #nofilter #nofilterneeded #naturephotography #naturelovers #iphonephotography #iphonephoto https://www.instagram.com/p/BplwhnynmXV/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=4j6m0dkjzx0l

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So there's this boy. He kind of stole my heart. He calls me "mom". 💙 #sirgregory #sunday #morning #sundaycartoons #dayslikethis #ilivefor #imsick #hemakesmebetter #righthand #motherandson #cantgetnobetter #bonding #greatfeeling #everythingthesuntouches #isyours #everythingidoisforyou #dontforgetthat

[justlikewealwayssay]

(10) to live for

on my bad days I still have to keep going. I don’t let anyone keep me from getting out of bed in the morning despite how horrible he makes me feel. 

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(9) to live for

it's sunday night. it's a weird night to be drunk.

my boss had a going away party and once again, i'm really really really thankful that my life is on the path that it is right now, despite how badly i wanted it to end just a few weeks ago. 

i plan my life down to the minute. planning keeps me secure, it keeps me safe. lists, schedules, and reminders ... 

i thought that if i planned a future for my relationship that it would be enough to save us. love, would be enough. i still believe that love can be enough, but it just wasn’t enough for us, and i couldn’t give him anything more or less. i had a plan to marry this boy.

i would be lying if i said that i didn't want that anymore. but i'm so grateful for all the shit the has thrown me off that course. im a goddamn forest fire. love it or fcking leave it. 

if what i live for are random sunday nights playing rage cage and drinking shitty wine, then i will plan my life down to the minute to live a life like this. i will plan, and then watch it all go to shit and im going to embrace every second of it. 

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(8) to live for

reaching fitness goals that i never thought i could! progress is slow but its progress wee! gym! sweat! woah!

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(7) to live for

It’s been a rough week at work, my boss is tired, I’m tired, we’re both burnt out and want to be far far far away from LA. We both want different jobs, and we’re stuck with each other. Our petty and joking fights are turning into real annoyance, I think we’re starting to realize how similar we are and it’s getting really fcking hard to work with a mirror version of yourself -- stuck and stubborn, unwilling to give up. 

There’s a lot of context that I’m leaving out, but in all honesty, I love my job and my boss has turned into a good friend and basically my therapist through my heartbreak (two depressed 20(+) year-olds in LA that love punk rock, what could go wrong?) Today, even though we were fighting over something we literally agreed on, I reminded myself that if it weren’t for this job in this city in this summer, I wouldn’t be as strong as I am today and I wouldn’t have met people that have surely changed my outlook on love, loss, and navigating life. 

It doesn’t matter what internship I get (or don’t get) or whether or not my financial aid will work out or what my career will look like in 10 years. I’m so insanely blessed to have people come into my life when I had no idea that I even needed them in the first place. There’s no such thing as meeting the right people at the wrong time. “The right people are timeless”

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(6) to live for

jeans that fit just right