when i am in pain i cut up the pages of my mothers bible.
have any been killed for refusing to worship this image?
i am contending with two ferocious beasts.
with shaking hands i plan
of my own corrupt religion.
i feel the pain of those ahead of me
while writhing in my chains.
i shudder with remembrance of what you told me;
fruits of my labour could prove to be all too bitter.
i sit in my fear, quiet and ready to strike,
craving a leader

















