#ill delete this eventually

[a-resonance-wave]

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[thebluepoptarts-arc]

awsten dyke 😔

[freshexsanguination]

a boy pointed out that my knuckles look like this bc ive punched too many walls

[sunflcwcrr]

I just wanna be someone’s favorite 😭

[jesperllwellynfahey]

i’m sorry but i desperately need the option of following and sending asks to ppl through my sideblogs it is a horribly awkward and long process to explain to people that hey this is me from this blog, but i’m sending this ask from my main blog! because that’s all i can do! ah! also my main blog is my most dead blog. it has like no content and it’s so dry. and whenever i follow blogs or message people they follow my main! boring! dead! blog and i don’t wanna be like hey, follow this other blog i have where i’m more active and -cool-.

[realmcmxcv]

I’ve come to realize that i’m everyone’s shoulder and it’s tiring. I’m honestly tired of it. I’m tired of listening to everyone’s problems. I’m tired of the same people bragging about how good their lives are while not once do they bother to ask how i’m doing. It’s exhausting being emphatic and never once having a shoulder aside from my own to vent to. I’m going stir crazy and not a single person gives a single shit.

And maybe it’s my fault for giving so much of myself for the comfort of others. Maybe I should simply be a bitch. Maybe I should be selfish.

Who am I kidding? That won’t do anything but fill me with guilt and i’m back where I started. I read that loneliness can kill you. Real genuine lack of intimacy and close relationships can kill you and i’m starting to believe it. I’ve never been one for the idea of suicide, but how much more can a person take before you just throw in the towel?

I’m tired of crying. I’m tired of no one caring. And i’m tired of caring too much. Smh.

[pastelrichie]

Guess who’s gonna cry themselves to sleep tonight??? This guy!!!

[ruledroost-archive-blog]

* mood drop*