I'm in illugon hell and I'm sure I sure a post about headcanons? SO. maybe Illumi puts a needle in Gon that stops him being able to go too far from Illumi, like using Gon as bait to get to Killua at first, and of course Gon hates it in the beginning but eventually he spends so much time with Illumi and they bond ect and then Illu takes the needle out but Gon still stays with him anyway. Also imagine Gon platting his hair, and Illumi making Gon call him nii-san since his siblings never did ahaaaa
Dudeeeeeeee how about something darker/cuter? Like, Imagine Illumi becoming very fond of Gon. The boy’s charm was able to reach the supposed emotionless assassin. Illumi was finally able to see what Killua saw in Gon… the only difference is that Illumi was envious. This time not about Gon, but about Killua having the teen all to himself. He wants Gon to call out to him with the same enthusiasm he has when calling out to Killua. He wants Gon to smile and laugh with him the same way he does Killua. He wants wants to stay by Gon’s side just like Killua. He. Wants. Gon.
Imagine Illumi sticking a needle in Gon’s head, making him deep in false love with the needleman. Gon would follow Illumi around, would call out to him more while declaring his love a few times, and always having a smile on his face for dear Illu Nii-San. Clingy. Cuddly. Cheery. Illumi is having an awful great time with Gon being all over him… well, he enjoyed it at first.
Gon may act like Gon, but Gon doesn’t feel like Gon. Do you see where I’m going with this? Gon doesn’t smile at him the way he would with Killua. Gon doesn’t have the familiar glint in his eye that everyone is found of. It’s completely gone. When he calls out to Illumi, it sounds somewhat forced? or rather, it sounds fake in Illumi’s ears. As much as Illumi wants to keep Gon near him, as much as he enjoyed Gon’s love and company, as much as Illumi was sincerely happy for the fist time in years… he knows the boy deserves better. So much better…
So Illumi returns the teen to whale island one faithful night, making sure he brings Gon to the right address and everything. He gently lies the boy on his bed and smiles sadly, admiring the boys features one last time. “Well, Gon, it’s been a pleasant ride,” he would say, swiftly removing the needle from Gon’s head with little damage, “but it all has to come to an end eventually.” Illumi leans forward, planting a small kiss on Gon’s head before getting up from the bed. “I promise, this will be the last time we meet. Take good care of my brother Gon, goodbye.” he says, leaving with the needle at hand, also taking away Gon’s memories along the way.
The next morning, Gon’s confused, alarmed, and theres a strange empty feeling in his chest. Whats happened and… why does he all of a sudden want to cry? Killua fills him in on the detail. Saying how Illumi just showed up out of the blue and took Gon away. Killua’s been destroying city by city just to find Gon. Gon’s been missing for a month.
And so they continue there quest. Gon continuing his search for Ging while Killua tags along. It’s as if the whole Illumi ordeal never happened. The only problem is that Gon has been getting nightmares since the incident. Well, they seemed like nightmares at first. Each dream would be about him and Illumi. Gon being obediently out of character, calling out to Illumi while going up to hug him and planting him with kisses. That’s got to be the most cringing part of the dreams, especially since Gon had no will power over his body in these dreams. But the oddest part about each dream is that Illumi would respond to Gon in the most unexpected way. He would sincerely grin when Gon made his presence, his tone of voice would become soft and sweet when responding to Gon, he would embrace Gon often in his hard body(Illumi still needs to learn how to properly hug), and he would never fail to forget to kiss Gon’s cheek/forehead.
Gon can’t understand why he keeps dreaming these dreams? Is it a secret sick desire he’s grown? Has Illumi manipulated him in an odd way? LAter on, Gon would realize that these dreams are actually memories of his time with Illumi. And if Gon is honest with himself. He enjoyed every part of being with Illumi, and he misses it. HE really really misses it all. He misses Illumi! But the boy is still confused. Why did Illumi suddenly kidnap him, why was he so sweet and tender to Gon, and why did he abandon him all of a sudden?
So now Gon has a new quest to not only find Ging but to also find Illumi along the way. This means double the adventure, double the hard work, double the everything. And once he finds Illumi, Gon will be the happiest boy on earth.
you suddenly reminded me of this picture I had to finish drawing XD hahaah
hopefully you’ll stay with this illugon mood :^) cause I’m writing a small fic on them… well, its originally hisoleo, but theres Illugon and kurakillu in it too xD
