Jan 21, 2018
Visiting My Grandparents
(Just had gallbladder removed) walks in to say hello to my grandpa "Hey! SJ! Wow! That gallbladder must've weighed a ton! You've lost a lot of weight!"
🙃 wow thanks grandpa. I mean I can't eat anything ever but yeah thanks! Its fantastic not being able to finish meals... and to throw up everything you'd consumed that day... but
I know he didn't mean it in any hurtful way at all. I just.. I've always been a little chubby why do people have to make such a big deal about it. I'm already so insecure about myself as it is!
And honestly this whole weight loss thing makes me feel so weird and gross and all of my cloths are now baggy and make me look awful so.