#ilyomg1995

[nerak995]

I really thought I was gonna get better this time , but now I'm back where I started ...I don't think this will ever stop .

[nerak995]

Teaching myself to embroider :3

[nerak995]

[nerak995]

I don't wanna exist anymore, I'm So tired of feeling sad .I idk

[nerak995]

Mmm yah know I forgot how fucking sexist my step mom is...😠

[nerak995]

All my life father has told me that voting is important and I belive that but today I learned it’s only important when I vote the way he wants me too, he said oh so you’re only here to contradict my vote then !

[nerak995]

Ps I'm crying an trying to hide

I hate my dad I hate him 😭 he's talking about kicking me out / disowning me ...because he found out I voted democratic. He kept trying to tell me who to vote for an when we went to go vote , (last time they had me check a box if I was voting republican or democratic) this time they asked me out loud when my dad was right next too me an I almost cried he tried to correct me when I said democratic, an the whole time the ppl working the voting thing we're talking about it an kept fucking saying it.... an my dad's not the type to act crazy around other ppl ...so when we got in the car he went off on me being like so you've been lying too me all these years , I raised a bunch of liars , "so you haven't taken anything I've taught you all your life ...just like a Democrat not paying taxes an living off of someone else" (I'm waiting on papers I need to come in the mail to do my taxes :( ) an a bunch of other quotable shit, the only reason u never told him is cause I'm scared of him , because I knew this shit would happen I fucking hate him I wish he had died instead of my mom

[nerak995]

Aghh 😩 I'm so tired I need someone to play with my hair an hold me..