i want the guy i met back. i want him to be real. i don't want you to go away. i don't want you to disappear. what was it that hurt you so much you turned out this way? you don't hate yourself, do you?
— i love yoo (episode 151) (x)
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i want the guy i met back. i want him to be real. i don't want you to go away. i don't want you to disappear. what was it that hurt you so much you turned out this way? you don't hate yourself, do you?
— i love yoo (episode 151) (x)
"i've always been curious about why you go by different names. your father, your brother, your nana. they all call you nol. but to the rest of us, you introduce yourself as yeong-gi. ... is there a reason behind [it]? you don't have to tell me if you don't want to."
"hm... truthfully, it's not really an interesting story... i just hate my name..."
— i love yoo (episodes 147-148)
how long until you stop pretending that everything that has happened to you in the past has been resolved? because we both know nothing has been resolved. walking away from a problem doesn't fix anything. they'll either stay in the same place, or they'll follow you... but they won't disappear. you gotta address them some day at some point... but we're not really ready to open up that can of worms, are we?
— i love yoo (episodes 153-154) (x)
you're right. i am a hypocrite! i'm a terrible friend to you! i was jealous! i'm always jealous of you! everyone gives you attention. everyone's worried about you! shin-ae this! shin-ae that! my mom! my brother! even rika! and i'm not allowed to complain because i have it good. i don't have it as bad as you. i hate you. at least that's what i want to say to you... i want to say i hate you so bad but... but the people i care about will dislike me for it. so i try to get close to you. but my jealousy gets the best of me. and i start acting all petty. and because of that, i have failed those that counted on me... i put you in danger. you've gotten hurt. i don't really hate you. thinking now... hating you is only me lying to myself... seeing you and spending time with you only reminds me of how much i suck. i hate myself.
fake happy, a yeong-gi nolan playlist. — listen.
"it was nothing. i'm always happy. you know me."
"zero ducks in the pond. the water is so still today. so peaceful. i wonder if i can ever become that way..."
a playlist for my number one self-sabotaging son :’) ♡
-- shinji moon (x)
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tonight i'm gonna be with you, gonna show you a side you never knew. (x)
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(the light in me will guide you home) (x)
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