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the situation: jaehyun is the perfect boyfriend and you can't help but feel like making him yours.
a/n: im incredibly happy to finally be updating. its sincerely been forever since the last part! :( i apologize for that nasty cliffhanger but i’ve come to save you. i hope everyone who’s been waiting on this enjoys it and also new readers make sure to catch up with the previous parts. see you next time on buwygf!
‘y/n? are you okay in there? i’m coming in!’ your roommate’s voice called.
time seemed to go to slowmo as you stood frozen watching the door knob start to turn unable to move your body from jaehyun’s hold. almost immediately jaehyun was up against it barricading it with his body.
‘why isn’t the door opening?’ she asked sounding confused, trying to push it open.
you stared at jaehyun, at a loss for words. his eyes went wide as he mouthed at you to do something.
‘i-i’m fine! you don’t need to come in i just don’t feel so good. i think my period is about to start you know how it is… uh i get cramps sometimes before it happens. ’ you called back frantically trying to get her to stop trying to get in.
somehow the words seemed to suddenly piece themselves together. the surprised look on jaehyun’s face and the startled sound he let out caught your attention.
‘you’re on your period???’ he mouthed back his eyes blown wide and a look of bewilderment on his face.
‘of course not, you fool!’ you mouthed back hotly.
he visibly seemed to sag against the door in relief after checking to see if his pant leg was stained in anything other than your juices. you had to roll your eyes at his ridiculous antics.
‘are you sure? you’ve been there for quite a while and everyone was worried about you.’
‘oh… i’m sorry to have bothered everyone so much, could you thank them for me? i just needed some time alone for it to pass, y’know?’ you came closer to the door to say to her.
jaehyun suddenly pulled you against his chest and you had to bury your head in his chest to hide your squeal of surprise. you pulled back to hit his chest causing him to fake a wince and pout at you. you could only shake your head in disapproval.
‘alright, i will. take your time i guess. by the way, do you know if jaehyun came here?’
you felt jaehyun go stiff against you at her inquiry.
‘no… why?’ you asked staring back into his equally alarmed eyes.
‘he said he had an important call to make and i’m not sure where he went… it must be really important if he's taking this long.’ she explained to you with her usual whinny tone.
‘yeah… that seems like a very important call.’ you drawled, smirking at jaehyun who seemed like he would rather be anywhere else in that moment. he could only squeeze your waist in warning.
‘i wonder if he wants to stay the night or just leave with the guys. i want to ask him to stay over, you don’t mind right?’ your roommate asked.
something in her voice made your insides twist and knot with the knowledge of what a typical night with jaehyun around was like at your shared apartment.
‘do you mind?’ jaehyun mouthed at you with a vengeful smirk on his tempting lips.
you could only glare at him, moving to tear yourself from him -he definitely wasn’t yours. he wouldn’t let you leave the circle of his arms.
‘no, i don’t ca-‘ you began to grind out angrily.
‘-mind’ you caught yourself before you could let your emotions take over.
‘alright thank you! you’re the best y/n. i’ll leave you by yourself then. i’ll go to find him maybe he’s on the balcony.’ she told you. you could hear the smile in her voice.
‘yeah… thanks.’ you spoke, your words soft the reality of situation sinking in.
even after her footsteps faded away, jaehyun still wouldn’t let you step out of his arms.
‘you should leave now before she finds out that you’re definitely not on the balcony’ you told him avoiding his eyes.
‘y/n… what’s wrong?’ he asked, concern clear in his voice.
‘nothing. you need to go now.’ you deadpanned, your gaze trained on his chest.
‘not until you look at me.’ he pressed stubbornly.
‘can you really just go already?’ you asked him exasperatedly.
‘why don't you look at me?’ his voice softened as he leaned closer to your face trying to catch your stubbornly averted eyes.
‘because you’re not mine.’ you blurted finally meeting his eyes.
your words hung in the space between you two like a block of ice.
clearly seeing your inner turmoil in your eyes, jaehyun let his hands drop from your sides letting you finally step out of his arms.
there was nothing more to be said to him so you turned your back to him not wanting to see him leave. you felt him linger behind you like he wanted to say something before deciding against it and finally leaving. you sighed immediately you heard the door click behind you leaning against the wall suddenly weak from everything.
you dreaded leaving the toilet and going to your room. you didn’t want to spend another night listening to him fuck her now that you knew what his lips tasted like and how soft his hair felt between your fingers.
after spending another five minutes in the toilet trying to gather your thoughts and steel your emotions you finally exited the toilet. the apartment felt dead now with everyone gone.
you heard the front door open and quickly schooled your facial expressions expecting your roommate to be returning with jaehyun. you were surprised however to see her by herself.
‘where’s jaehyun..?’ you asked carefully as she stormed by you seeming upset.
‘he didn’t want to stay over can you believe that? i really needed him tonight.’ she all but shrieked before slamming her room door behind her.
you felt your lips tug up at the corners as you entered your room, you couldn’t help it. jaehyun didn’t stay the night. he didn’t want to stay with her. the thought that he did it for you made you so happy you couldn’t believe it. you dived onto your bed and squealed into your pillow.
your phone chimed on your side table as a notification came in.
new text message from unknown number
i wasn’t planning on staying the night unless you wanted me to…
i’m not sorry for what happened between us tonight.
you’re right about what you said earlier... i’m not yours but i could be.
you’re probably wondering who the fuck this is.