the monster underneath. (m) — PATREON EXCLUSIVE
pairing: loser!doyoung x afab!reader
words: 4.7k+
summary: you’re going to get to the bottom of why kim doyoung insists on being the most insufferable person in the office.
genre: fluff, smut
warnings: loser doyoung with a supernatural twist, mentions of blood, pussy eating, creampie, multiple orgasms, doyoung is a little mean
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Doyoung likes to work overtime. Therefore, you like to work overtime.
You’re battling exhaustion left and right, jealous of how Doyoung can stay up for hours without so much as yawning. And Johnny’s right — he doesn’t eat. At all.
You study him as if he’s a science project you’ve been assigned to. At first, you assumed he was operating through energy drinks or vast amounts of coffee, but you quickly realize how wrong you are when he barely touches any form of liquid at all.
“Are you sick or something?” You blurt out one evening, tired of flipping through the ridiculous possibilities in your head.
He tenses from the inquiry, his back facing you as he slowly responds, “Why do you ask?”
“You don’t eat or drink. I’m wondering if you have a problem with your stomach.”
When he faces you, he wears a mask of indifference, but his body language screams that he’s unhappy with your line of questioning. You nearly cower underneath his scrutiny but you grasp onto your last bit of confidence, sitting up straight as you stare at him dead in the eye.
“I was not aware you have been paying such close attention to me,” he says, and you huff.
“You’re hard to avoid, considering you intend to paint me in a bad light in front of Taeyong,” you reply, and his eyebrows furrow at the accusation. “I have to pay attention to you to scope out the enemy.”
“I’m not your enemy. I’m your partner. We are working on this project together,” he emphasizes, but you’re not convinced.
You won’t allow him to gaslight you. You heard him loud and clear when he told Taeyong that you were too weak and needed a break. Every account of his behavior in the office says that he would step on your neck and not even apologize.
You fold your arms over your chest and pout. “Everyone in the office hates you, I hope you know that.”
He raises an eyebrow. “It has been made clear to me before, yes.”
You stand up and point a finger at him angrily. “If we are partners, then you have to move at my pace! And you need to stop working these late nights because it’s killing me. My body cannot physically handle any more caffeine or I’ll have a nervous breakdown.”
He nods, acquiescing to you by slamming his stack of papers down. You eye him warily, afraid he’ll run to Taeyong in the next second and inform him that you’ve thrown your hat in.
“Okay. I’ll go at your pace. No more reading ahead until you’re at the same passage. No talking to Taeyong about your condition. No late nights.”
You swallow, observing him carefully. He’s still as calm as ever, but you can’t decipher if it’s a facade he’s putting on in front of you. You decide to trust him, even though a small voice in the back of your head whispers that you can’t trust anyone.
“Fine. Let’s start a new chapter then.”
Surprisingly, Doyoung remains true to his word. You now leave the office earlier than anyone else, but the work has become more efficient since you’re finally communicating.
You’ve even seen him eat!
He very reluctantly nibbled at a slice of pizza, ensuring that he consumed every bite in front of you. You recite his progress to Johnny, whose confused expression shifts into a knowing smirk.
“Ah, I get it now. He wants to fuck you.”
You blink at him, trying to decipher if you’ve misheard him.
“Excuse me?”
His smirk widens. “Mr. Know-It-All would love to see you underneath him. That’s why he loves working late nights with you. He’s trying to make a move but he’s doing a shit job at it.”
You wrinkle your nose in abhorrence. “Johnny, that’s not true.”
“Why don’t you ask him then?”
You tiptoe around Doyoung after Johnny’s ill advice. Johnny’s probably just being silly, but you can never be too cautious.
Plus, it has you thinking… do you want to fuck Doyoung?
You were initially repelled by him but now that he’s softened up to you, you’re looking at him in a different light. He still has a stick up his ass, sure, but he’s also very handsome in his stuffy suit. He begins to care for you when he thinks you’re not paying attention, refilling your water bottle when he notices it’s empty and asking if you’d like to go for a walk when he notices you’ve been sitting too long.
So yes, you probably could fuck Doyoung.
“What are you doing this weekend?” You question him on Friday afternoon, testing the waters. Your project is due early Monday morning, so this may be your last chance to strike.
He hums while he scribbles down the remainder of his findings.
“Staying in.”
You purse your lips at his dry response. Getting him to talk may be harder than you assumed.
“I heard the weather will be nice all weekend. Bright and sunny skies. You don’t want to get out and enjoy it?”
He scoffs, not bothering to look up at you. “The sun and I don’t exactly get along.”
He is rather pale. You attempt a different angle.
“None of your friends are up for an adventure?”
“I don’t have friends.”
God, is this not the saddest man you know? You try to think of another way to pull him out of his seclusion. He’s clearly introverted, so perhaps dragging him to a party isn’t the best course of action.
“Do you want to have dinner with me tomorrow night? There’s a new restaurant that just opened near my apartment and I’ve been itching to try it. Plus, I think it would do you some good to get more meat on your bones,” you remark playfully.
He blinks at you, taking a few minutes to decipher if you’re proposing a serious offer. When you don’t waver, he leans back with a raised eyebrow, skeptical of you.
Oh great. He probably doesn’t want to fuck you and now thinks that you want to fuck him!
You’re going to kill Johnny.
“Sure.”
Your throat goes dry. “Sure?”
He nods. “Sure.”
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