#ilyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy

[demonstars]

You

THIS IS REALLY FUCKING GOOD. ME.

[gingerly-writing]

every one of the posts on this blog are a gift and every prompt, even if it has nothing to do with what I'm currently writing and I don't use them in the slightest, always give me such a huge boost in inspiration and productivity. I don't know why, but they do. just thought I'd let you know you're doing a great job! and everyone submitting prompts too! love y'all!

my heaaaaaart no I’m too soft for this! knowing I’m helping people out indirectly is so sweet, I love those vibes!! I obviously have a special place in my heart for people who fill my prompts, but people who support with reblogs and likes and replies and asks truly do keep me going <3333

me giving you inspiration 🤝 you giving me inspiration

it’s the solidarity 😌😫

[enbies-and-felonies]

heyyy (the ask game also ily)

Hello!!! (ily moreeeee) <33333

1. Strawberry red and green, NOT the same as watermelon red and green. Strawberry red and green is much,, softer?? More pastel??  Very nice, like a hug, or like a summer evening when you are just in each others presence (sorry, I just needed to describe the feeling of the colour)

2. Main character who is successful because  she is surrounded by those who love her, and would help her with anything. (also, because she is kind)

3. Fire bender or earthbender. You are strong-willed and spunky, and you are powerful. I get more earth bender vibes, because you are also willing to admit when you were wrong, and you seem very loyal.

4. 15 or 16

5. 5′4??

[infinit8worlds]

i should’ve known the parking lot would feel too ordinary for something this devastating. there wasn’t a sunset or an ocean breeze — just beige concrete and cars baking under the sun and the indifferent hum of students drifting between exams. conrad’s car sat angled near the curb, dark paint gleaming, exactly where he’d left it that morning. for a moment, it seemed safe — like a neutral place where secrets could be kept and nothing consequential would happen. but safety was an illusion. jeremiah stood beside me — not too close, but close enough that the warmth of him was impossible to ignore. we’d been talking for what felt like forever and also like no time at all — about college tours, about what came next, about feelings we’d both tried to bury because they were too messy, too real. he looked at me with eyes that were open and honest in a way that had been rare all season, and i felt my breath catch in that familiar, aching way. i was certain then — not confused, not hesitant, not unsure — i just was certain.

and then he kissed me. not slowly. not carefully. but with a clear sense of devotion, like he wanted this to be true just as much as i did. his lips were warm. his hands were gentle. and for the first time in such a long while, i let myself believe in something that wasn’t fear or memory or half‑spoken dreams. i kissed him back. i didn’t think about how it would look. i didn’t think about timing. i didn’t think about the sparks inside me that still belonged to someone else. i just let myself fall into the moment, because it felt right — because it felt honest — because it felt like the first time in forever that something wasn’t tangled up in grief or longing or loss. but then i heard footsteps. not loud. not dramatic. not the kind of entrance that comes with a yell or a shout. just… footsteps that pulled my eyes open. there @appasionato stood. conrad. he wasn’t yelling. he wasn’t storming toward us. he just looked — like he had walked into the exact thing he had been taught to fear. his eyes found mine, and in that instant everything stopped. the heat of the pavement. the warmth of jeremiah’s body. the way my heart had felt full just seconds ago. it all vanished. his expression was too still, too composed, too hollow — like someone who had rehearsed heartbreak but never expected to actually feel it. there was no fury, no accusation, no dramatic sweep of emotion. just that stillness, like a quiet echo of a truth i’d been trying to avoid. i couldn’t breathe. jeremiah froze — lips still brushing mine, hands tense against my back — but i didn’t think about any of him. not then. all i saw was conrad’s face.

and he turned away like the waves fading away. like something irrevocable had just passed through him. my heart dropped into a pit of ice. for a moment i stood paralyzed — stunned by the way he walked off without yelling, without accusing, without even looking betrayed. it was worse than drama. it was indifference disguised as heartbreak. then i heard jeremiah’s voice — quiet and steady behind me: go after him. it wasn’t a suggestion. it was a plea — a knowing that even if conrad refused to look at me, i couldn’t just let him walk away. and so i ran. ❝ conrad! ❞ i shouted, breath trembling in my throat. my shoes skidded across the hot asphalt as i chased after him, stomach twisting, heart hammering so loudly it felt like it would burst. i wanted to tell him it wasn’t about him. i wanted to tell him i hadn’t meant to hurt him. i wanted to say so many things i didn’t even understand yet. but all i could manage was his name — over and over — like a prayer and a confession and a question without an answer. he moved faster than i expected, shoulders tight, feet pounding, heading toward the far side of the lot like this was something he could outrun. but still i followed. the sun beat down. the world blurred. his back was a thing of light and shadow and distance that my heart kept chasing even when my lungs burned.

[goldencuffs]

Ao3 writer itallends you are everything to me (I just finished reading new chapter).

YOU ARE EVERYTHING TO ME THANK YOU!!!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️

[dreamseas]

[parasocial bestie] GOOD EVENING 2 YOU TOO BESTIE I FORGOR TO SAY DAT alsho.... pwease write or am gonna be saur sad so hungry for ur qpr xiaolumi 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 40k is gunna nourish me for 3 yrs you will save so many lives our hero our only ever ilysm (take ur time bestie i will always wait patiently for u itll marinate and be the tastiest food ever 💞💕💖💕💖💕💓💖💕💗💖💕💗💕💖💕)

JRSJDRJDSJRDSRSDGPOFDKJLKDFGLKDFH HELP IM GIGGLING SM ILY SO BAD <3333333333333333333333 i will Not be taking my time its like. im not gonna rush myself and risk the quality being worse bc of that, but i am NOT gonna let myself do anything but prioritize it. no procrastination allowed, no hitting walls or writers block, at Any Point that i have the time and even vaguely want to write i Will Be Writing It on fucking god. i am in fact writing it now actually anything for u bestie definitely Not because cherrybones will skin me alive if i dont <3333333333333 smile

[coyging]

[zv3]

so… this is not my best work by far, but ive slept 4 hours in the last week so my brain is melting. This is very small and simple, but i wanted to give u at least a little something. CONGRATS one year closer to the grave xddddd. All the love and kissed u swedish meatball. virtual hugs from Peru

ILYYYYY SMMMM THANK YOUUUUU Lily looks super cuteee 😭🤧✨You really didn’t have to 🥺