i will at one point make a coherent post about this
but this week
ah fuckjafgklsd it's too - THE WORDS FOR THIS DON'T EXIST
like how could it be explained uhhh
You know when you go take a shower and the first drops hit your skin and it doesn't feel like a throve of ice daggers are stabbing you?
Or how about when it's +10C (50f) outside and the air doesn't puncture your ears?
Or when you feel y-. When. You feel that your fingers warm in room temperature, like, regular warm?
I DIDN'T. I DIDN'T KNOW HOW IT FELT. I FOR THESE 30 YEARS HAVE FELT BODILY SENSATIONS LIKE THAT AND CALLED IT LIFE.
so basically I'm saying that you know uhhh... coeliac disease where ya can't eat gluten or your system freaks out all over? All of it's symptoms like uh... B12-anemia that shouldn't lead to treatments like hysterectomy... weird CF shit like low bone density... all the gut stuff? The oh-I-guess-I-went-through-puberty-at-some-point-but-gonna-get-on-estro-to force start at 30s? Clumsiness, chunk of memory, body coordination, balance, exhaustion, mood problems, over mobile joints....
IT'S F U C K I N G T R E A T A B L E
so what I'm tryin gto say is that a random doctor I showed an ugly fingernail to suggested trying to go gluten free, it was wednesday, and my life has changed
i know it's science and very rational but my mind can only do one appropriate word for this situatioin I never thought would be possible because I didn't know it existed and it it a MIRACLE and holy hell the world feels like this and I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!