#im c rying.

[conbustio-a]

i opened skype & it’s a fucking mess.

[illluminirk]

remember when we said “i want god to break all my bones” remember when it was “time for a revolution”

i know we all still mean it. i know it’s all still there. and i know it’s not a dimming of the torch it’s a shifting in our lives. but i feel like i’m seeing clearer every day and every time i put effort into it i feel my lungs scorching and my bones creaking under the weight of his glory.

i can almost see things, sometimes. as though one more layer of the veil is slipping past me and if i have the courage to stand up and be wounded for his sake, i will catch a glimpse of a land to come.

what is the quote?? “there is another world coming. sometimes, on a quiet day, i can hear her breathing.” and god was in the still small wind and when you grip the grass very tight and close your eyes you can feel a great heartbeat.

i’ve had people laugh with tears in their eyes because they’ve had visions of my future and i’ve had people be very quiet and still because they could see my impact and i’ve had people kiss my head and tell me i’m going to be Somebody. and it’s not that i think i am full of importance -- it’s that there is a burning in me and i don’t know what it is and i can’t help but weep because there is going to be a great flame, a great fire, and it is coming it is coming can’t you feel it

can’t you feel the shifting in the land and the crying out of people with breaking eyes.  can’t you feel the way the lion is on the move and the people are calling out “the north! the north!”

my life is on a precipice and life is full of everyday, ordinary moments that we must live before looking back and seeing the glow. but perhaps that is not the life that we are to live for always. there is another life that is always to be before our eyes and maybe we have underestimated how much it is to be here on earth.

something is coming and the great longing that has been with me all my life only grows stronger every waking, sleeping moment. i no longer have to even look to the horizon in a storm to see it. i only have to look at people and at old-written words and breathe in the still, quiet moments, when you can hear the heartbeat of another world echoing.

[hjemlengten]

“THIS IS THE MOST FUCKED UP MARIO I HAVE EVER SEEN - THIS-THIS IS THE FIRST TEN MINUTES OF UP ! ! ! !  !”

[midfordly-blog]

hi i’m auditioning for the parts of ciel phantomhive, alois trancy, and elizabeth midford, and i’ll be singing ‘ the kids aren’t alright ‘ by fall out boy.