#im confusing

[brainsz]

I saw this couples meme and knew it was them from the start.

Original:

[maxgutzz]

do you ever

get really sad or worried that someone you really look up to has blocked you

maybe because youre annoying

or maybe because you sent them too much

maybe because

idk man

maybe they blocked you because you look up to them

i really hate that feeling

[broadwayisblue]

i always feel like i talk too much about myself

the weird thing is, i like listening to people talk about themselves so maybe that's why i talk too much about myself, because i think other people might enjoy it?

but at the same time, i always end up thinking they hate it because i hate it.

hm i am confusing

[big8cola]

ok update they’re not all gonna be smooches cuz if i do that its gonna be boring so just roll me guys 

[lake-lyn]

It’s almost my birthday, and even though this year I have more plans to celebrate last year I was more excited for it ??

[lies-ha]

*WARNING: SPOILERS AHEAD*

disclaimer: this is my opinion based on the anime. (as far as s2 ep 6) i will try to reason it out as best as i can.

tbh i would rather have rei x akari rather than rei x hina.

ok listen.....,

yes rei & hina are absolutely adorable together and you see that they genuinely care for each other and see the other person as someone really important.

i love the little moments like that between them. they are so cute but CAN WE PLEASE HAVE A RELATIONSHIP LIKE THEIRS AND NOT VIEW IT ROMANTICALLY (plus she’s minor pls lets not...)

personally i would not want them to be in a relationship since i think its more of a familial relationship. i see rei as a big brother & a guardian to hina just like for momo.

cannot envision a romantic relationship between them. i think what bothers me is the age gap. i just can’t take in the age gap. it simply makes me uncomfortable.

akari and rei’s age gap to me is ok. its ~4 years (im pretty sure). however, rei is a legally an adult and his maturity is way beyond his age so in my mind they’re basically around the same age. i thinks its because he had to mature quicker in order to adapt to his circumstances.

for instance, rei decidedly left his adoptive home so that his sister wouldn’t have to go. he made the choice at quite a young age because he knew this is what he had to do. he did not feel welcome in the home anyway due to the jealousy & anger that his siblings feel toward him. he did feel at home like he didn’t fit in because it wasnt his home and he felt that it wasn’t his place to barge into this family anyway and cause them all this trouble just because of his presence. so he left for her and himself to resolve these problems. LIKE imagine being a minor making a life decision of moving out & supporting yourself. i could not imagine doing so though it is not impossible to do so. because of this experience he had to grow up quickly.

i think that due to this, this would make them understand each other better and make them bit more equipped to be in a healthy romantic relationship. she is a stable individual who can ground him, he is overwhelming supportive & caring which akari deserves because she has the biggest MF heart. i think they compliment each other quite well. i see them both as adults and guardians over hina & momo.

i admit their dynamic is not the same as with hina. but you know that akari looks out for him even if its not as expressive(?) as hina. i don’t really notice any noticeable romantic moments between them (or was i simply not paying attention?) but affection can also be shown in subtle ways :)

in the end, I think this show would be better off WITHOUT romance in it but IF there was to be any of it, I’d probably choose them. i can see it working. maybe even hina & takahashi

tbh, akari is a mother figure to me and i think this kinda applies to rei too. to me they’re all just one big family. hehe so i just basically went against my own argument lol.

oh well, this is simply my opinion that i came up at 4am after crying over rei

[mariahsparkle206]

im just still so confused. how do romantic relationships just happen? right now, every single friend, except one, is in a commited long term relationship. its been years since my last semi-serious relationship and it just confuses the fuck out of me. not even sure how mine happened. i tried this past year to get back into the swing of things. but man oh man, am i fucked up. cause i cant read these “signals” or follow whatever bs rules. and of course right now i feel a little left out of everything, cause yes being in a relationship seems comforting in these difficult times. at least better then being forced back to my own personal hell. but im convinced that im unloveable so like..... just so confused

[sortoftaylor]

i want somebody with depth, with something to say - who i can have the deepest conversations with about anything, everything, and nothing at once, to be weird and confusing together but it still makes sense to us. real intimacy and connections, ya know? complete understanding and support from both sides no matter what. i want to be sweet and tender and write poems for somebody and be so so sentimental with them!! a love that brings peace. i don’t want half-assed relationships anymore !!!