#im doing something so wrong

[taeismydeath]

im not sure if people can understand what forever alone means...

like literally being alone forever, never being loved or having someone to care of you, except from yourself

walking up alone in bed, running alone, cooking only for yourself, being anxious alone, fixing your plumbing by yourself, hanging that painting up on the wall without having someone to hold the ladder and in the end of that tiring day, sleeping alone

sometimes i feel it would be easier to cry in somebody's arms and not in my pillow and it could be more fun to celebrate with the company of someone else and not with a glass of wine