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god I miss the intimacy of sitting face to face and helping someone do their makeup. the way you rest a hand on their cheekbone as you finish lining their eyes, and you make eye contact and chuckle because what else are you going to do? I could fall in love helping someone match foundation I think.

#tristan talks into the void #ok to reblog #yes this is about when i did th*atre but its also about doing my roomates eyeliner and them getting excited about the the colors i hid in #their crease that was only visible when they blinked #its about helping someone and touch and the way it looks different depending on whos hand is helping #im lonely.

I'm, uh.. I'm kinda sad..

i just feel so alone. I just can't seem to make any friends. I'm desperate and I flirt like a fucking whore and I still get nothing. nothing but being alone. And forgotten. im becoming the loner in my group because all the friends I had just hang out with eachother moreso than me. And.. it just kinda hurts to be alone you know? i see everyone have their own group of friends and laugh and have fun. Like my cousin for example. And I'm just too.. socially anxious and awkward to make myself apart of something. i try, but I just.. end up getting nervous and leave when it's awkward. I don't know why I'm so desperate to be loved. To be held or called a friend you can laugh with. i just end up driving everyone away. One way or another. I'm just supposed to be alone I guess. It's probably why I don't have many friends. And the friends I do have end up hanging out with their friends or girlfriends and boyfriends more than me. But that's cause I'm an attention seeking whore and can't leave anyone alone to spend time with their friends other than me.

So I deserve it.

im sorry im just really sad. and lonely.

#TW: Depression #Im lonely.#and sad.#sorry guys #sorry about wasting your dash space.#just don't really feel good right now.#:(