#ima talks

[hellslittleexile]

God I need friends. Maybe the Netjeru would want to be my friends.

[hellslittleexile]

So. A and I have just moved to North Carolina. Got here today, and haven’t really unpacked due to not having the space in A’s father’s house at the moment. 

Does anyone have good suggestions for house blessings, or other spells related to moving? Neither of us have the energy nor will have it for the next couple of days to look them up ourselves. 

[hellslittleexile]

Is it bad to want to do something, anything permanent to prove that I am here? Not permanent to the world but to my body or a belonging or something. I don't really know what. I just have the urge to do /something/.

[hellslittleexile]

I used to have someone to talk to when I fronted. I don't want to speak to that person, but I'm still nostalgic for that feeling of having something to do and someone to talk to.

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me: *pulling out the tarot deck* Should I... actually see our therapist and contribute to working out our issues instead of just waiting for them to work themselves out?

tarot: Is... is this a joke? yes??

me: Hmm... Gonna have to pull another card for this one... It's just so difficult to see what it's saying here...

[hellslittleexile]

Been a while since I've been around.

I feel like all my posts just say that, aha. "Hey guys, sorry I haven't posted at all, back to your regularly scheduled silence"

[hellslittleexile]

I wish I knew what the password to my old Facebook was so I could use it for messenger. Would be nice.

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Remember when this was just my blog and I only posted about the weird spirit shit that was going on in my life? I never used it even though I wanted to so A ended up helping?

It's a good thing that worked out so well.