Hi so this is going to be a yapping post basically talking about how I figured out that I'm a system and about how my system works. I also use I/me normally instead of we/us just so y'all know.
so, I found out I was a system back in September of 2025 but I've always have felt multiple for some reason. I felt like the term plural just sounded right to me like I was meant to be plural/a system but I didn't know why because I've never switched and I've never heard voices in my head so I just thought that I might just be weird or something.
so sometime back in 2024 I found the term endogenic alongside thoughtform and tulpa and I was like "this MIGHT be me because I want a alter but alter doesn't sound right to me so idk" so I just moved on with my day thinking that I might be faking my feelings towards it. so fast forward to September of 2025; I found the term imagian and found out alters can be called headmates, and I was like "WAIT I CAN FEEL/BE PLURAL IF I HAVE IMAGINARY FRIENDS AND I CAN CALL THEM HEADMATES INSTEAD?!?!?!" and that's when I created Hannah, my attendant (another word for caretaker) and first headmate in the system.
I then created others with the most recent being iris/mina who is a semi-fictive and inspibase of mina ashido from MHA. after a month I then started to doubt because they don't have their own conscious so how can I be plural if they don't have a conscious besides just mine and then I found the term mono-conscious which fit me perfectly. I am also frontstuck and I kinda wish we weren't because I hate that I've been in the front for the past almost 17 years of my life I wish I could just sit back and relax for once.
here's our pronouns.cc for more information about us and all of our imagimates
I also have to redo my whole introduction thingy sense I'm a system now and some of my labels have changed so that'll be fun....
here's what our headspace looks like most of the time (sorry if it's a bad drawing...im not a good drawer...)
if you can't tell sense it's such a bad drawing there's a bench, there's a forest, there's a flat grassland, and there's a sunset. in the headspace it looks like a minecraft world but with complementary shaders :)
Idk what it's called but in the headspace we have like portals that lead to other dimensions like for example the dream smp and my hero academia and stuff like that so Idk what that is; hope someone can tell me what it's called.