To You:
Actually I’ve never felt ‘abandoned’ by you. And I understand that people have their reasons. (Reasons existent far beyond common knowledge of people.) Like we have the free will to think, and decide for ourselves. There’s always the right time for everything. ‘Like nothing is written in stone.’
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Looking back. Finally - my world just kind of crumbled down. And I was the one who broke my heart. Honestly I appreciate everything about my life now. I’m glad I can be the person I’m. Forgiveness. At this moment I’m confident to say, that I feel stable (not 100%). I do feel stable.
I believe that people are not so powerless like it seems.
(A fear. The fear that leads us through life. I grew up in fear. Like people are not the same, people treat each other differently. How would I know how were other people treated. I believe that people act the way they know - that is familiar to them. Sometimes they change, sometimes patterns stay the same. And you realise it or not. And you want to change it, or not. Everything is possible.)
It’s always about you - facing fears or running away from them.
I’m still the same, and yet I’m so different. (I’m not crazy, I’m myself.)