TW:Angry Vent on Bottom!!
I'm going to be taking a hiatus for a long time..heres why
I have been having crap of a time on the internet and frick, This one person yesterday attacked me for supporting Ukraine and called me Ableist (The R-word) and Racial (The slur ver for a sensitive person) slurs and she also said that she didn't care about my sad [censored] AT ALL and she downright made me feel like crap She outright disrespected my C-P"SD too. She disrespected my Kakologophobia and openly swore in front of me and I almost had an Anxiety Attack
I lost a friend 2 nights ago due to tensions and he is still attacking me for it and when my other friend was like "Do you realize the damage you did to her?" He was all like "No, she deserved it! 🤑" and now my other friend is trying to help but I already feel super depressed
There was also another person that called me ugly practically and another person that made jokes about the Ukrainian culture and God forbid I got SO ticked off-
People also have been telling me that I don't matter and the world doesn't need me... I even cried when typing that
I also have been feeling more than depressed earlier and even my practitioner noticed that I got more affected sadly
I have been going in a dark spiral thanks to misusive people
Please hope for me...
I am actually crying in pain rn
It hurts...
Why am I so hated f-for no reason when I only do good f-for o-o-others...
I am gonna take a hiatus to take care of myself and then I'm gonna come back on 30 May, Im sorry its so long, I just am fed up with bullies and trolls smh
