#imdeadontheinside

[iflipbirds]

Teamwork

[fnckzvch-blog]

I'm dead inside

[amazingsuho]

Cowan is more alive than I am bye

[gonewallpaperwire-blog]

im dead

im a fucking idiot. i had the whole world in front of me and i watched as i turned my back on it. like an idiot i left him alone when he was broken. i lost my fucking soul mate. i might as well be dead on the inside cos nothing else means anything to me. with out him, i am nothing. know that if i smile and if i laugh, there will always be a dark, gloomy cloud of nothingness behind it. he will never see me as katy ever again. i hate that i was stuck in this stupid world doing things i would have never done before. im a dumbass for wanting him to love me the way i was being, he only wanted the best for me. i got my freedom at the cost of my happiness. what is the fucking point man. kill me the fuck now.

this weekend will consist of my bed and my books and no food. seems like my life from now on.