#imfuckingoverit

[aholeinthewire]

[my-witchinghour]

I am so fucking done

I can't believe my grandmother. She's put my mom through hell for a long time and I just can't stand it. She's such a malicious and poisonous person I can't even believe it. She's always making up stuff to make my mom suffer and she's also always trying to put my mom against her nephew. I AM SO FUCKING DONE WITH THIS PERSON. I can't even call her "grandma" anymore. It hurts so bad to know that someone in your family can be so venomous. She's also tried to use witchcraft to hurt people in our family. I just can't understand it. It goes beyond my reason.

[tak3-it-easyy]

I'm sitting outside just trying to get high so I can't feel the things that are collapsing my rib cage and burning my veins. It's hard to see the world through my eyes when all I feel is pain inside. I wouldn't wish this upon anyone because I'd rather take the things you said to my grave and I'm such a fucking slave to the in defendant silence; I don't want to be reminded. I don't want to think of the ways you touched me and the words you said as you fucked me. I don't want to recess to the age where I'm sitting on the bathroom floor in a daze thinking of ways to make everything just fade. Fade away into the ocean because that's exactly where I'm going. Release my fears and anger into the depths of the inevitable. I don't want this sadness in my heart, every day my soul falls apart and I just want it to stop. I'm sitting outside just trying to get high and thinking of the ways I could've made you stay. What words I could've said to make you wish you weren't dead. In which ways I could've been better to make you want to stick around for a while. I'd walk the miles to meet you, I hope you'd walk some too.

[minniesthoughts96]

Getting hit by a train would hurt less than having to live life.

[tiniestpeeplittlestcreep]

i should have known better.