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It was worth it, you know? Being loved, and loving you. I’ll never regret it.

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A girls’ tumblr is full of hints

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shadyteam

you: you seem so chill all the time! nothing seems to affect you!

me: it's depression, my guy

I'm sitting outside just trying to get high so I can't feel the things that are collapsing my rib cage and burning my veins. It's hard to see the world through my eyes when all I feel is pain inside. I wouldn't wish this upon anyone because I'd rather take the things you said to my grave and I'm such a fucking slave to the in defendant silence; I don't want to be reminded. I don't want to think of the ways you touched me and the words you said as you fucked me. I don't want to recess to the age where I'm sitting on the bathroom floor in a daze thinking of ways to make everything just fade. Fade away into the ocean because that's exactly where I'm going. Release my fears and anger into the depths of the inevitable. I don't want this sadness in my heart, every day my soul falls apart and I just want it to stop. I'm sitting outside just trying to get high and thinking of the ways I could've made you stay. What words I could've said to make you wish you weren't dead. In which ways I could've been better to make you want to stick around for a while. I'd walk the miles to meet you, I hope you'd walk some too.

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Relapse is a terrible thing and I'm so sorry